I’ve been avoiding you.
It’s been two months. I find that I inevitably end up writing this blog entry at some point every time I try to keep a blog. I’m so terrible. It’s like having a pet. At first, it’s exciting. “Oh, think of all the wonderful things I can do with this! This will be so much fun!” But the pet only does so many things. I can only do so many things with the pet. And soon, I get bored. I still want to keep the pet, though, because there was a time when I was genuinely enthusiastic about it and I would hate to hurt its feelings by giving it away or something. Like I’m going to hurt my blog’s feelings. Well, I do feel bad! Is that not ridiculous? I get online and I check my email, my flickr, my facebook, etc, and I see the little bookmark for wotBlog and I quickly drag my mouse away from it and look at another part of my screen. I am literally avoiding my own blog out of embarrassment. Wow.
It’s a blog. Come on, Emily.
-written on December 14, 2008. and never finished.